DETOXIFY

Yesterday was like a day of bad luck for me. I felt that I had a monkey bar on my shoulder with a skin traction and a 30lb weight attached to it. I felt like cryin, but I didn’t. Well at least not until I’m in my fortress. WHew! That was really not my day.

Have you ever felt being the most stupid person in the world? I did. Not only that. I was the deafest human being ever to step in that area. How about this… have you ever been asked by a question which in your mind, you already know the answer. But because you’re nervous, stressed, and time-pressured, you cant seem to find in your brain where you have left the exact word? That you almost bit your own tongue for not being cooperative with your brain? I had.

I want to be furious to myself and *_;_*. I want to shout and pinch myself.

Surprisingly, I didn’t. I took it all with all my heart. I know my fault. Maybe also I was trying to adjust myself. Hey! A 3-week vacation can make the solute sink at the bottom of your solution. That’s why it needs to be stirred up to have a wonderful mixture of perfectness.

The feeling was so light. I was calm. And I was surprised by my reaction.

You know what I did?

I just prayed.

When I reached my fortress. I spilled it all for I know He’s listening. And somehow, there’s this feeling that I cant seem to explain… I was relieved with all the stress of the day. My heart was so light with no anger or negative feelings in it. I cried, yes. But I guess it helped me release all the toxins that had accumulated.

I have no idea of what is instore for me the following day. But I wasn’t worried. For I know, He will detoxify me.

And guess what???

I am!

P.S. It was so nice I have my stirring rods around to help me.^_^

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