NOBODY WILL CARE 2 READ THIS ANYWAY..T_T

Why on earth am I feelin this way>?<

Is this what I deserve? I’m not a seer nor a mindreader. I’m just me… and that’s all I can ever be.

I’m not asking for you to understand. Nor to make up to me and give something in return. I’m just voicing this out, coz it’s the only way that I can explain how I feel. This blog helps a lot you know. It’s my only outlet when everything seems so hazy and when everyone seems so distant.

You know that feeling that you have a lot of things to say but it seems that noone’s their to listen and that you just wanna f*ckin scream!??!!!! &**#$)@#)@&%)@@#%%

Now I’m starting to feel sorry for myself. I feel helpless. Broken. Abandoned. Forsaken. A total idiot.

Where is the MAI that I once knew?

BROKEN…

FALLEN…

LOST…

In

love ~_~

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