WHAT TIME IS IT???

For heaven’s sake, it’s 3 o’clock in the morning mai…

And these thoughts are still bugging me:(

Like an aircon that is set in max cool, it blows off air that makes me succomb to my senses.

Getting numb, but still, overcoming the urge of shutting the system down.

I know that this is a test of faith and trust. The ones who deserve to earn it are the ones who work hard to achieve it. Though it’s not a lifetime immunity from doubt and scrutiny, it’s still an advantage, a plus factor to be regarded. Flatter yourselves if you may, for seldom are the ones who receive such a precious token. But careful not to push it to its limits, for it is a fragile thing that once broken, no mend could ever put the pieces back again.

A test to uncover who remains true.

Will you stand by me? Or will you depart and flee?

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My heart has always been the major casualty  eversince, and my mind is my best soldier  that counteracts the enemy of my flesh. This is because my heart has always been weak, vulnerable…  Thanks to Him, He knew my weakness that’s why He gave me a better head. A thinking head that never ceases even if my body could no longer bear another slash of agony and pain. It maintains my equilibrium, my homeostasis. This is the reason why I can still stand, even if faltering… bleeding…

I can attest that frailty of the heart is not a total weakness at all. It’s more of a gift that made me more human. To feel what I am suppose to feel is not a sin to be reckoned nor a liability to be considered. It is an opportunity, an experience, a lesson to strengthen the weary part of me.

HAIL! For my thoughts sinks into the abyss of rationality again. The deeper it goes, the more the truth is dawning before my eyes.

DONT FALL, DONT  DROWN… KEEP ON FLOATING… THREADING.

Don’t let anyone extinguish the breath of life and the light of hope. For the buoyancy of life will push you up. The current of truth will bring you to the shores of neverending bliss.

Remember, you will remain unscathed if you will only keep yourself whole and free from holes. If not, you will be flooded. It’ll get to you faster than you think. Consuming every space inside to the point of pulling you down.

Unheeded, it’ll result to your most inevitable fate~

SHRINKAGE

… to the depths of brokenness and solitude that not even a flicker of light could give you company. So lift your spirit up. Defy the pull of temptation and insanity. Muster every courage to surface up and never let anyone mess with your journey!

SAIL ON! ^^M

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