THE LAST ONE to date. . .

November 28th, 2007

.1_419864409l So this is me. Mai oh Mai. *shocked*

I am about to make another step in my life… another challenge… another dream within my grasp. I just don’t know if I can muster all the strength that I will need to move every muscle in my body to make that 1 giant leap that will change my life. Oh Lord, help me.

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And so I must put everything in place before I leave. I hope I brought peace in your mind and heart. I never wanted to be a distraction. But you have no idea how distracted I am everyday~thinking of you.Darn. I am still the old me. Well, minus the hair and the old skin, and yea, the added fats.*laughs*

You will always be… no question about that!=)

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But life must go on for me. Even if I am already forgotten. But hey, you will always be remembered. :-)

I miss every single moment… I guess I’ll forever be hunted by YOU.^^M

So where can I run? Where will I hide? Nowhere near you, of course. ^^ I don’t want to plant another seed that is so hard to pull when it grows wild. Better this way then. Easy for you, hard for me. But that’s how life goes. That’s how love goes. *pinch*

Image002I will always be here for you. Even if you will not hear a word from me for a long time. I will always be yours… even if it doesn’t go the other way around.^^ Thanks for making my day brighter than the sun. For giving twinkle in my eyes more scintillating than the stars. Even if those were only in my mind and heart, it brings joy to me. YOU ARE MY PEACE. I’m forever grateful you came.^^M

Image0042 days more and everything will change. The outcome will determine my destiny. If in case God will permit me, my plans will have a chance to become a reality.

I am a patient person. Coz I know God will give my heart’s desires in due time.

I am praying that yours will be granted too! So don’t be sad. Smile. Like what you’re always telling me to do;-)

Image003_1 After I settle everything here, I’ll be dormant for a quite sometime. My presence will not be felt. And so I ask you to take care of yourself all the time. I may not be there when you need my help. But I asked God to watch over you.^^

BFF!^^ (*basha~)

I am happy. Whether I FAIL OR NOT. I’ll do my best for the people who never stopped believing in me. Thank you so much for keeping me strong. YOU ARE ALL MY INSPIRATION.

^^M Peace!

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