confessions of a drama queen [part 1]

Don’t ever think that this is easy or me. That I am not hurting. I am. But I have to do this. Not  because I want to. But because this is the right thing to do. I have to act now, before you crack the hell out of me. And my life won’t be the same again. I don’t need another stab, especially now that I’m still fragile and vulnerable. I won’t let anyone break me. Not even you. So I’d rather walk away from everything than let you get to me and make me feel worthless by giving me a cold shoulder. My self-esteem has been on its lowest level in the past and you have no idea watta hell it is for me to wake up everyday feeling DEAD. So don’t take this against me.

I just learned that, "an ounce of prevention is better than a pound of cure." Nursing taught me that…

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