ay-bee-ti! (03-15-09)

This day ended with a sigh of relief indeed.

I thought I will never be able to pass my mission for this day.

The torture of waiting for something you are dreading to take place is really agonizing.

My sleep last night was always interrupted by my cell phone’s alarm, and what’s funny is that, I slept on the couch with the lights on and the manual covering my face.

Studying, or shall I say, memorizing, became new to me again. It’s like I went back to my good, old schooling days wherein I have to act like nuts™ (that means I’m talking to myself peeps) and burn my midnight candles just to pass a certain exam. And yes, the anxiety is present.

Morning came and I finally decided to stop worrying about it. Inputs won’t get into my nutcracked brain anymore, what can i do? *eyes roll* haha!

So I just took a bath, dressed up, had my kulitan moments with Rai, ate breakfast, then off to the place where we will be judged.

Surprisingly, I can’t feel any audible lubb-dubb pounding inside my chest. But what’s bugging is that my mind can’t stop nagging me of the ‘what if’s’ . Time kept on running and I thought it’ll take forever before I stand there proving myself to these people that I can also do what is expected of me.

Luckily, they were all very kind and supportive to us. And even if my mind was not on its usual state, I still managed to finish everything that is required of me.

Now I’m proud to say…

I DID IT!

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